Welcome and thank you for visiting my site. I am a real person and these are my real experiences. I am a 34 year old mother and entrepreneur from Chicago, IL. 

About Elle Roc/ 


Born and raised in London. I moved to Chicago when I was in her twenties,  There I was married and settled into life as a mom of two and worked an unfulfilling career. It wasn't until I closed in on 30 when I realized my marriage was dead and the life I was leading left me feeling empty. Today I am a single mom, student and entrepreneur.

In my free time I like to travel, and I love visiting the kink and swing scenes different cities have to offer. Other hobbies include meditation, journaling, and home renovations. 

My big "WHY"/

I started this blog was because I have experienced what it is like to have your relationship fail due to lack of intimacy. Life will always get in the way, we all have jobs to do, many of us have children to raise, bills to pay and lawns to mow, but at the end of the evening we lay down next to a person we say we love but have likely spent the day barely communicating with.​

My stories are a reminder to reconnect, take time at the end of the evening to read it together. Maybe it will get you hot and bothered? Maybe it will start a conversation?  Either way it will bring your attention to each other. 


I am not a writer, I did terribly in school, spellcheck has always been a dear friend of mine. But my style is raw and my creative juices flow in the bedroom and not just in my mind, my style, humor, and opinions may not be for everyone. But for those that do enjoy, please subscribe. 

Contributing Authors/

About Ethan R/

Ethan is on a journey of self-discovery and sexual exploration to find the emotional and sexual fulfillment he lacked during his marriage.  I was Ethan's first lover after his divorce and he and I shared many experiences together. Ethan is a sensualist and an evolving, self-described "gentleman" dom. He is non-judgmental and very curious by nature, so he'll often find himself engaging with people who have very different social norms, and kinks and fetishes from that of his own, which always makes for a great story.

About Dave W/

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